IpraytoGodmysoultokeep

Thank You. Help me. Did I dream last night? I do not remember. Please help me remember my dreams. Help me see Thy signs. Please talk to me. I am listening. Thank You for the freedom, but I need to know. Please talk to me as if I am a child. Please make it obvious. Please help me with work. Help me do the right thing. Help me know Thy Will. Calm me. Ease my pain. Grant me focus. Grant me restful sleep. Make Chloe sick no more. Help me be present for her and her sisters. Help me support and be there for Suzy. Help me love them as You love us. I pray in the Glory of God and in the name Jesus. Amen.

Thought I felt you standing there. A couple of times today that emotion I cannot describe filled me. Joy and sadness mixed with hope and fear and calm and excitement was that nearness of you? I feel you step back just before I wept and I look for what inspired such feelings and notice the shift in everything. The change in me. I try and share it in some way. Is this You? If you came closer would I melt. Did I draw you closer sharing my prayer? Or did I just make myself more aware of how close you always are? I ask because I know Thee. At least in my limited capacity to do so, please grant me restful sleep tonight. Send me dreams. Send me signs. Allow me to know Thy Will. I will abide there in. Please make us well. I pray in the name Emmanuel. Amen.