IpraytoGodmysoultokeep

Thank You. I love You. Heal me. Let me know that Thou art with me. Let me see Thee. Bless me with restful sleep. Let me feel Thy Love down deep. Send me dreams that I may know Thy Will. Make me still. Make me calm. Grant me wisdom. Grant me strength. Give me peace. Give me joy. Let me share Thy love. Help me be present. Help me be here. Take away my pain. Let me be sane. Help me make sense. Grant me focus. Give me ideas. Make me whole again. Help me start over. Help me renew. Tell me what to do. Give me what I need. Accept my gratitude. Change my attitude. Grant me confidence. Help me make a difference. Help me lead my family. Help me be a good dad. Lighten  my steps. Give me strength. Be my friend. Only on Thee do I depend. My love for the has set me free. Let me know the truth. Let me know Thy Will. I will abide therein. Make us well. I pray in the name Emmanuel. Amen.

I am grateful I am. What am I to do? I am loved I am. What am I to say? I am favored I am. What am I to be? I am blessed I am. What am I to You? I am alive in Thee I am. What am I to see? I am free I am. What am I to believe? I am strong I am. What am I to become? I am healthy I am. What am I to create? I am creative I am. Where am I to go? I am a child of Thee I am. What am I to know? I am imaginative I am. What am I to give? I am humble I am. How am I to live? I am special I am. What am I to share? I am unique I am. What am I to dare? I am kind I am. What am I to find? I am brave I am. How shall I behave? I am wise I am. What shall I conceive? I am smart I am. What am I to start? I am that, I am. I am that too. I am with You. Thou art with me. This is who I am. This is how it should be. There is nothing wrong with me. You love me as I am. I love Thee all I can. Thou art Love. Love art Thou. Thy Kingdom is inside of me. Thy throne is in my heart. Thy voice is in my head. Thy Spirit in

Please bring me back to Thee. What is it that separates me from Thee. Is this something I am am doing to myself. Or are You telling me something? Are my feelings true? I feel that You are no longer with me. I don’t feel Thy presence. I feel like I am just talking to myself again. I have faith. I trust You. I fore sake these feelings. This loneliness. This longing. This sadness. I wish to rid myself of this disappointment. Must I lower my expectations? I wish to raise them to Thee. Please send me dreams tonight. Bless me with restful sleep tonight. Send me signs thou art with me. Make Thy Will plain to me. I will abide therein. Thou art my God. Thou art great. Grant me confidence. Make Thy Grace obvious to me. I pray in Jesus’ name. Amen.

So grateful for this time to write. Grateful for the blog tonight. Not sure where these words will go. So many things I wish to know. What is Thy Will for me? Send me signs that I may know. I love You. I love this life. I trust You. I worship You. I praise Thee. Wish to know Thee. Give myself to Thee. Leave my worries with Thee. Give my problems to Thee. Glory be to Thee. All that is good in me, all that is right, all that I am is because of Thee. Please guide me as a husband and father. Grant me the wisdom and courage to lead. Help me be present. Help me be kind. When I seek help me find. Help me focus. Clear my mind. Give me ideas. Fire my imagination. Help me execute. Grant me new skills. Help me learn. Allow me to know what is important and what is not. Lead me not into temptation. Shield me from evil. Grant me restful sleep tonight. Wake me in the morning with thoughts of You. Lord help me show my wife what a good mother she is and how grateful we are to have her in our lives. Hel

Thank you. With a grateful heart I ask Thee to take away this worry and angst.

Thank you for tonight. Facebook live. I think it went well. Four friends four likes, pretty cool. Thank You for being there too. I know you were keeping a low profile as not to make me nervous, but I felt that You were there. The emotion and the calm were thanks be to Thee. So thank You. Please help me stay with TikTok weekday mornings and maybe try for Sunday nights at 10:00pm for FBL? Let me know what you think? Is putting out there the right thing to do? Or should I keep this between You and me. I don’t know I guess I’m just trying to fearlessly follow my heart. Anyway. Please bless me with restful sleep tonight. Send me dreams I need to see. Open my mind. Soften my heart. In the morning help me be calm. Inspire my reading. Grant me peace of mind. Help me be present. Allow me to focus on work and get a bunch done. Help me be useful. Help me be kind. Help me be present for the girls. Help me be mindful. I pray in the name Emmanuel. Amen.

I feel as tho I have fallen and cannot get back up. What is it with me? Why do I make life so hard. I’m grateful. I have gratitude. Thou art with me. Why is that not enough for me? Why must I ask why all the time? Why do I dwell? Why must I be so curious about what’s next? Why am I so concerned about the afterlife?