IpraytoGodmysoultokeep

Good at times I try my best. To study hard to past the test. The game is played in many ways. The score is kept for all my days. To win I see is only part. It’s how you play it’s how you start. To live a life that’s full and bright. To learn what’s wrong and know what’s right. I pray this night and every day. Not knowing what I’m going to say. The words that come I share with Thee. To find my way to finally see. What this life can truly be. With Thee I share my gratitude. I pray Thee change my attitude. My regret is like a debt. My shame I blame on me alone. The prodigal son I have come home. The Love You give I can’t repay. These words I write and try to say. I will praise Thee every day. Worship Thee with all my heart. Sharing Thy Love is where I’ll start. I thank Thee Lord for Thy kind word. Thy still small voice I heard. Guiding light dispelling fear. I pray Thy voice I always hear. Free my mind, my body my Soul. A clear conscious a gift of Love. Can only come from Thee above. I pr

Thou art Love. Thy blessings make life worth living. Thy Grace make life possible. Yearning to know Thee I pray and listen. Wanting to know Thy Will I look for signs from Thee. I am weak Thou art strong. I am poor Thou art rich. I am sick Thou art the cure. Please make my purpose clear. I am lost Thou art the way. I am tired Thou art rest. I am cold Thou art a warming fire. Warm my Soul. Brighten my Spirit. Make me whole. Open my eyes that I may see Thee. Open my ears that I may hear Thee. Soften my heart. Dry my tears. Walk with me. Talk with me. Lend me Thy strength so that I may face the day. I pray in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

What has happened to me? Why I am becoming so emotional? We both know this is not something new. Super high super low seems the way I always go. I am grateful. But this feels different. Intense. Even for me. Are You trying to tell me something? I’ve been thinking a lot about You lately. Questioning my faith. Loosing my religion, again. My Spirit. My Soul. They long for You, but my mind, my ways, my life, seem to pull me from Thee. Is this true? Or am I trying to hard? I know You are there. I know You Love me. I’m grateful for the many blessings Thou have placed in my life. These questions I ask. Why do I ask them? Do I expect You to answer? Why did I write them down? 

Are You there? Forgive me for asking. I have faith.  Like my dad, as my Faher, You leave a lot up to me to figure out. I'm grateful. I'm blessed. Would really like to talk to him right now. I'd like to talk with You. Like a real conversation. Not jus me talking. Listening. Something I never really did much of while he was alive. What would he say to me right now. What are You saying. At times I think I know. Other times I'm not so sure. The freedom is love. I choose to love You. Do You know that I love You? Do You really know everything. As Thy Will be done are You not surprised? Or do You set up the possibilities and allow us the freedom to disappoint You. I'm know You allow us to fail. That's for sure. 

Thank You. Forgive me for losing faith. I wish to repent. I know Thee. I love Thee. I am with Thee. Now. Always. Forever. Grateful I am. Thy child I am. Worthy of Thy Love. Enough as I am. Content. Strong enough. Good enough. Wise. True. Thy son. Thy friend. Thy love. Thy beauty. Vessel of Thy Love. Free. Aware of Thee. Complete. Perfect in Thee. Blessed. Favored. Trusted. Forgiven. Willing. Grant Thy peace. Share Thy Grace. Thy strength empowers me. I worship Thee. I bare witness of Thee. Thou hath created me. There is none other God but Thee. Thy name is my healing. Remembrance of Thee my salvation. Thy mercy my hope. Thy Will be done. Nearness to Thee is my hope. Love for Thee my companion. Thou art my comfort in this world and the world to come. Verily Thou art all powerful. All knowing. All wise. I pray in the name of Thy Son Jesus Christ. Please help me know Thy Love. Please help me know Thy Will. Please help me share Thy Love. Help me Love. Help me learn. Help me show my daughte