IpraytoGodmysoultokeep

Thank you for the dreams last night. May I have more tonight? I was listening and woke with Thy message. Please help me remember and share. It seems to always take me the whole day and into the night to be prepared to speak with Thee. The title of this blog is evidence my life long habit of praying before I sleep, please help me in the morning to pray. Help me interpret my dreams and translate them in discussion with Thee. Listening has never come easy to me, nor paying attention when I should. Help me overcome myself and my weaknesses to be present with Thee. Help me hear Thy small voice, know Thy Will and fulfill Thy plan for me. Today was wonderful. I have faith tomorrow will bring me closer to Thee. Thou art my God. The only God. You art great. Thou art kind. You’re in my heart and in my mind. No greater love I need to find. Amen.

Dear God, I am listening. Please talk to me. Goodnight.

I wanted to thank You for my wonderful life. Thank You for my wonderful wife. Please bring her home safely to us. Please grant me strength, courage and wisdom. Please help me sleep well tonight. Please help me choose the right. Please comfort my Soul tonight. Looks like I am praying as I always have done. The last time we spoke. A conversation begun. It was fun. Scared me a little. Made me cry again. Made me see Thee. Knew You were with me. Now it's been some time. I'm writing in rhyme. Trying to shine. Wanting to connect. Knowing your there. Wanting to share. Praise Thee with gratitude. Changing my attitude. I wish to abide by Thy Will. I trust and love Thee more than ever. Words from my heart not being clever. I love You a lot. Will love Thee forever. Amen.

I will listen. Amen.

Not feeling myself lately so thought I’d try something different. No intention of being disrespectful or not showing proper irreverence. You know how I feel about You. You even know what I need. Guess that makes one of us. I guess I may need to change my perspective. Talking with You always seems to do that for me a little. Maybe I need more than a change in perspective, maybe I need to change me. Not like a whole new me thing, but maybe change a whole lot of little things about me. Like how so feel about most things or the way I think about things. Maybe changing the way I pray is a good start. What do You think? I’m going to pause here for answer. I would like to change the way I listen to you.., Wow. Not sure if that was You, but thank You. I do feel different. I heard one of my daughters upstairs close open and close her door. I heard my wife breathe and tap on her phone. I heard one of my dogs sighing. I heard a car drive by. Then for a while there I heard absolutely nothing, th

Please bless Cara with good health. Please bless the doctors and care givers who are providing her care. Please bless her Father Brent and grant him strength, courage and wisdom. Please be with Cara and Brent and allow the to feel Thy presence and know Thy Love. They are the two most generous and kind loving souls I know. Please grant me the ability to help them in some meaningful way and forgive me for not being there for them recently. I pray for them and these blessings in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I love you. I am so grateful for Thy Love. I know You know what I need before I ask it, but I need to ask. Please bless Suzy. Please ease her mind. Please relieve her anxiety. Comfort her Soul. Raise her Spirit. Send her signs of Thy Love. Let her feel Thy presence. Please Father help me help her. Grant me a way to ease her worry. Grant me the strength to shoulder her burden. Grant me wisdom. Strengthen my faith. Sharpen my mind. Open my ears to hear thy voice. Soften my heart that I may listen. Grant me the courage to lead our family. I pray to Thee my Soul to keep. I pray to Thee before I sleep. If I die before I wake. I pray to Thee my Soul to take. In the morning when I rise. Be the Love I can't disguise. From my heart these words I pray. Help me know Thy Will today. Amen.

Amen.

 Thank you for taking that walk with me. I have always considered myself a tortured Soul, but since then realize my suffering has been self inflicted. I now know things I must have always known, but hid from myself as I felt not deserving of such Grace. Your Kingdom is within me and my Spirit is divine. Thy Spirit resides in my heart and I feel Thy Love in my Soul. This is as close as my mind will ever come to understanding Thee. My human intellect is incapable of comprehending Thee and that’s OK. I am good enough for You so that’s good enough for me. Being perfect isn’t everything, but the desire to be is what matters. I desire to be all that You created me to be. I wish to align my Will with Thy Will and see where that leads. Please help me know Thy Will. Make Thy signs plain to me. Help me trust my feelings. I love Thee, trust Thee, and leave it all with Thee; my pain, my suffering, my worry and my joy. I pray to Thee my Soul to keep as I lay me down to sleep. Goodnight. Amen.