IpraytoGodmysoultokeep

Wow. Seriously? Is this real? Thank You. This is very exciting and a little scary, but I love You and trust Thee and finally see. My Spirit my Soul my Being are alive in Thee. I freely give them all to Thee as I am Yours and wish to abide by Thy Will. All my love. Amen.

Thank You. I love You. Amen.

Help me find Thy Spirit within me. Help me find hope. Help me love this life. Help me love Thee. Help me be the man they need me to be. Help me help myself. Help me breathe. Help me help Kayla. Help me be a good father. Help me rise and face this day. Grant me patients. Clear my mind. Help me know Thy Will. Help me know my purpose. Be with me now. Let me see. Let me feel Thy presence. I know Thee. I love Thee. Let me know Thy Love. Let me be Thy Love. Remove from me this angst. Take away this hate. Free me from myself. Why must I make it so hard? Why can't I accept Thy gifts? Why must I be this way? Help me understand.. Grant me wisdom. Grant me calm. Be the peace I seek. Be here now. In this moment. Allow this to be enough. Let me be enough. Let me be the answer. Help me be worthy of what I ask. Am I worthy of Thy Love? Can I be happy? Am I enough? Answer me. Please God. Amen.

I wish to talk with You like a friend. With respect share my feelings, hopes and dreams. I wish to be irreverent, but not at the cost of speaking from my heart. Why is it so hard for me to love myself? It's sad that disappointment in myself is what I always feel. What must I do to earn my love and acceptance? I think I don't feel worthy of this wonderful life you have blessed me with. I think a lot about my sisters and feel guilty about their lives being cut short while mine continues. I hope to do more for my family then I am doing now. I dream about being confident and successful, but do not really know what that means. I wish to support my mother. I wish to lead my family. I dream of being a competent person. Organized. Calm. Sure. I hope to show them life is good and worth living. I want them to know how much You and I love them. How do I show them how special they are? I am grateful for this time with You. I believe in Thee. I love You. I know You love me too. I dream of h

Thank you for this wonderful holiday with my wife and children. So grateful for being together as a family. Overcoming myself to be present for them. So grateful for the opportunity to visit with my mom, aunt, and brother and his family. So grateful to have returned home safely. The hot springs were awesome and I appreciate Thy Presence on our way home this evening. Dear God please wake me in an eager mood to face my job and turn things around. Please grant me strength and wisdom to face the challenges of the day. Please Grant me restful sleep tonight. Wake me in the morning with you in my heart, thoughts of you on my mind and Thy Word on my lips. I pray in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.