IpraytoGodmysoultokeep

Please be with Chloe. Help her love herself as We love her. Please give her peace and calm her worries. Please be with Kayla. Help her know that We love her she can always come to me with the truth. Please remain with Mary always. Help her be unafraid and know that We will always love her. Please be with Suzy. Help us as parents and help me be a good, loving and attentive father and husband. Help me forgive myself and share the good in me. I love Thee and pray in the name of Jesus. Amen.

I'm am grateful for this past year. Very challenging in many ways, rewarding in others and in many ways enjoyable. I am most thankful for this new prayer blog as a new line of communication between Us. I pray to Thee to commune with me here, teach me, comfort, guide, and fortify me here. On this last day of the year please be present in my life. Allow me to see Thee here with my family. Insure Thy Love in the hearts of my children and fill my wife with hope and optimism. Comfort her in knowing how Loved she is and how beautiful she is and how wonderful she is to Us. Please relieve her pain and bless her with good health. Please grant me the ability to help her, love, support, uplift and inspire her. Today and in this new year ahead please draw Us closer to Thee and in Us let true happiness be. I pray in the name of Jesus Emmanuel Christ. Amen.

Not sure what I was expecting, but scripture works. 2 Corinthians, the Lord is perfected in my weakness...I always   struggled with this passage. How can me being weak and imperfect make any difference on Thee. I get it, I guess, through my need and shortcoming I turn to Thee and invite You in and desire Thy assistance. Becoming the friend in need, indeed. And as a sign from Thee, it came to me so immediately after asking and that it directly answers my previous two posts I will consider it a yes to my question. Dear God, thank You for listening and for the sign. Amen.

Oh God, I ask Thee for a sign. Should I continue to pray this way? Make it simple and clear, so that I understand. I will do whatever You say. I will make it be. Praise be to Thee. Amen.

I have faith in Thee. The problem is me. Dear Lord what is wrong with me? Have I not overcome enough to believe in myself. Have I not sought the truth, fought for the right, brought justice, made love, grown friendship, built bridges, and cared enough to have faith in me. I am forgiven and still feel condemned. I am haunted by my failures. I am repentant, but not enough, never enough it seems, to shed this curse I have placed on myself. Why do I deserve to live when the good ones died? Whom am I, that I should be so blessed? Am I Yours? Why should the God of the whole Universe want me? Please Lord help me overcome myself. Please, for them, let me get over myself. Grant me opportunity and the will to take advantage of it.  Help me sleep, Help me have faith in myself. Grant me the confidence I lack to fulfill Thy Will for me. I know through the atonement of Thy Son I am forgiven before I ask, but forgive me for my sins. Forgive my self loathing. Forgive my lack of faith in myself and...

I think of Thee this morning and my troubles seem far away. I am tired yet eager to face the day. With You with me, this day will surely be something special to behold. I'll be with You 'til I'm old and on my way. I let go of my belief and dive completely into faith. My life is Yours. Do with it what You will. I know my life has meaning and purpose. I'm just floating on the surface of a great ocean of realty. The great possibility of You with me. My faith is still like a mustard seed, but will grow to be the giant tree. Lead me this day and I will follow. No long shallow, no longer hollow, living this day and not tomorrow. Please protect my girls while I am gone. Give me the words to write this song. I pray to Thee my Maker. I am Your Avitar no longer a faker. I know where you are. You are my shinning star within. Today my life begins again. In Emanuel I pray, my live begins again this day. Amen.

I thank Thee for this time at home. So greatful to be rested and at peace. In awe of my daughters and wife and my dogs and to spend this time with them has been such a blessing. Thank You for the opportunity to work tomorrow. Please come to work with me, Please guide me and help me find my purpose. Please give me the strength and wisdom to know and do what is right. Please allow me a sense of humor and the ability to spread joy. Please help me know Thee and Thy Will. I pray in the name of Jesus Emmanuel Christ. Amen.